Can i love you ? <3

2010-02-21T03:35:00.001-08:00

should be moving to wordpress (:
Link : http://xiangying123.wordpress.com
byeeeeee

2010-02-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

Hello (:
just now ate sakae sushi with Wenqi bby, Elaine mummy, Renfang BFF, Tiffany Cousin, Nic. (:
so super fun eating with them, especially Tiffany!!!!
she is the main joker mans!
make us play games then drink soya sauce and wasabi tgtr...
YUCKS!
the taste really sucks :P
hahahas.
was quite moody today..
because of someone..
hais, i really dont know what to say liao..
very sad ):

爱一个人就要让她幸福。

93674

will you be my valentine?

2010-02-10T07:35:00.001-08:00

i really feel like saying some heart words to you!!
i really dont want to tahan liao,
i want burst out liao..
i really feel like saying my feeling down here,
but alot people will kinda read?
hais, nevermind..
if you guys want to know,
ask for my another URL..
i am not letting everyone know..
except some.
feel like crying, but cant really cry out..
why my old mistakes is back?!
hais, am i doing the correct thing?
i dont know, seriously..

我因该跟她抢吗？当然不可以！！
邓襄颖你是疯了吗？
告诉我可以吗？
我有种感觉，她是不会要我的。。
救命啊！
我很想消失在这世界上。
消失到无影无踪。。
那就是最好的办法！！

93674, you're my only hope left..
but i dont think you'll ba.
you already said your answer..
hais, mayb i should wish you goodluck?
really not in the mood sia!

2010-02-10T06:28:00.000-08:00

hais i lost hope le.. really seriously very sad..
i lost everything liao..
hais..

hey girl, takecare (:
still love you (:

2010-02-06T05:06:00.000-08:00

hello short post! i'm at centrepoint macs!

using LC's lappy (:

shall update MORE again soon :D

you're such a disappointment to me..

can we end this?

2010-01-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

back to posting.
today went back to school..
stomach still hurting like shitsxz mans!
but no choice, have to go school...
missed school for quite a long time ler.
must chiong studies!
had PE today, but i never run :D
did standing broad jump and i pass!
Whee!!
after PE was maths, teacher never teach because no time :O
MT was BORING as always ):
recess ate my shifu prepare de food :D
geog was hell.. failed test man!
Physics lesson suddenly got maths test -.-
English did compre! ):
mdm elna was funny as usual :D
end lesson, went to wenqi's house (:
she take money then we went bugis! (:
talked to her alot today ^^
after that she shop for new year clothes (:
talk and talk quite alot (:
met elaine meihua crystal at neoprint shop..
as usual, disiao elaine xD
muahahahaha!
then off we go ~

deng xiang ying! Dont think about that dream anymore!!
and dont think about the person in the dream anymore!!
stop your imaginations!
nothing will come true! D:

not i dowan trust you, is i lost trust in you..
if you want to continue,
gain the trust back!
i feel that one day, you're gna 2 time me...

2010-01-24T05:05:00.001-08:00

sorry today post alot of vulgar, raelly buey tahan liao..
Freaking bad mood now,
being destroyed by one fucker -.-

eh girl, fuck off from my sight la horh!
you makes me puke whenever i see your fucking dog face!
act big in school only! cb kia -.-
go suck your mama milk la horh!
you think i stm isit!?
i not 3 yrs old kid la! -.-
asshole.
Go think la, i not so stupid one okays!?
knn... Fuck you.

2010-01-10T06:58:00.000-08:00

i hate the feeling of being cheated.
really very hard to forgive a certain when they lie to you or cheated you..
i need to really pray more..
i really need to repent!
God can you just please teach me?
i seek forgiveness for not forgiving unlimitedly.
God can you give me time?

i want to forgive,
but your attitude when you talk to me really makes me feel like not forgiving you forever...
tell me what to do luh.
should i forgive you anot?!

hais, everything is so screwed up..

2010-01-06T02:38:00.000-08:00

Today went to bugis to put screen protector (:
hahas .
then went to bought Rayner's birthday present xD
hahas .

yesterday's pic :D

2009-12-29T08:25:00.000-08:00

I totally hate the feeling that i am having now.
Don't wish to say it here..
You are just stressing me more, making me fear of certain things..
i dont know what will happen too.
Don't make me fear of certain things.
I'll just avoid and dwell..

Don't nan wei me liao PLEASE i beg you!
i'll just end up asking for a break...
Don't Force Me PLEASE!

2009-12-28T21:39:00.000-08:00

I am suppose to be on earth even?
i dont think so?
everything i do also dont please pple..
hais nevermind.
giveup..

had christmas thanksgiving party at carinna's on 26th.
it was a BLAST! :D
received lots of presents and cards (:
i totally love east mans!
yeah!
i am currently addicted to a few songs,
Where is the love, I got a feeling, Tonight.
what a nice song mansxz!
seriously love them all (:

Deng Xiang Ying!
can you please wake up and stop living in your own world!
obey God now!!!!
stop dwelling in the same sin!
thinking of things that displeases God!
wakeuppppppppp!

turn back to the call..
should i?

bern~ thanks for being beside me always(:
from the day that i came to yhope till now, seriously you never fail to make me sad (:
love you bern!
thank god for you for everything that you've help me in, the best listening ear ever (:
God bless you!!
Jiayou in your walk with God!
i'm always here for you if you need any help yeah! :D

You're back (:

2009-12-22T07:26:00.001-08:00

Where is the Love

people killing people dying,
children hurting you hear them cryin.
would you practice what you preach,
would you turn the other cheeks.
father father father help us,
send some guidance from above.
cause people got me got me questioning,
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love, the love, the love...

seriously, Where Is The Love?
where can i truely find it at?
just another day of confusion starts..
really addicted to the song "where is the love"
it really suits me alot..
finding the true love here..
Hidden somewhere, but i believe that it'll come out one day..

happy to have 2 visitors on thurs!
pray hard that they wont last min pangseh!
yeah! God is forever faithful. Amen!? :D

waiting for you <3

enjoy okay..

2009-12-21T07:39:00.000-08:00

KAVE NG <3

2009-12-21T06:02:00.001-08:00

since your decision is made, i have no rights to control.
but just rmb, whatever you think of me i dont care,
the point is i am still waiting for you.

2009-12-21T05:51:00.001-08:00

Xiangying dont know what to do liao..
she is totally speechless..
How am i gna prove that person wrong?!

2009-12-21T05:41:00.000-08:00

DENG XIANG YING wants to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-12-21T02:22:00.000-08:00

hey, takecare during your trip to korea!
Bon Voyage! (:
1 week cant talk on phone with you!!
not use to it! ):
okay la (:
takecare!

had shepherding just now at library with LuanChun(:
wrote christmas cards tgtr (:
but still cannot finish! xP
die liao.
hahas, tmr is MCG! :D
got 1 visitor!
YAYE!
hahas, thurs is christmas service ler, hope can have harvest! :D
IJN can one!
AMEN!!!!
okays, shall go off.
bye!~

to you, i miss you .....

2009-12-18T07:03:00.001-08:00

seriously, idk why, i kept thinking of the past..
about you being with me and stuffs..
thinking of the past really hurts,
i really dont want bad things to happen anymore..
everytime you asked me the same question and makes me happy,
i always know the next day sure is smth bad..
i really miss those days,
idk why,
i seriously need you..
can you come back??
Deng Xiang Ying is suffering!!!

To someone
i dont want to hear bad things abt you..
can you prove to me that their words are all fake?
that they are lying?
can you prove to me?!
i dont want to end up hating you or fearing you instead of the good things..
can you change of you think you're bad?

2009-12-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

hello i'm back..
today me go to yhope service and chc service :D
yhope der is cool fun shiok! ;D
chc der is fun too (:
after chc service got live connection (:
see ai jia and da feng cui (:
COOL RIGHTSXZ! ;D
muahahahaha!
then went home then they went to fellowship (:
then i'm home now(:
camp packing list is OUT! ;D
can pack finally ^^
okays shall stop here (:
Byeeeeeeeeee~

i'm very confuse now...
should i change?

2009-12-02T06:32:00.000-08:00

hello im back, today went WFL! :D
finally sia (:
then before that got morning QT at misha's house (:
everybody reach at 10am except for shermaine!
she reach at 11.45pm -.-
so late right!
then went watch spacejam at misha's house(:
at around 1plus, we went to nexus, slackkkkkkk!
all the way till 3, we go for WFL! :D
im in CLC1 ^^
so cool :D
learn alot of things (:
then after WFL went to eat with esther teo, cher, misha, shermaine and sharemaine (:
haahs, then played mafia :D
so funny lor! ><
laugh till mad xD
then home!!

i am sick and tired of your nonsense -.-

Labels:i'm in love~

2009-11-26T09:58:00.001-08:00

hello..
back to blogging..
every morning(almost) got QT.
this week suuuuuper busy :X
tmr is QT day.. haa!!
feeling sleepy ler, feel like sleeping, but, dowan! xD
nth to blog, Bye!

Labels: God is my love <3

2009-11-23T21:18:00.000-08:00

hello..
felt so depress now, because of somethings..
ha, i am so tian zhen luh..
hate myself!
i feel like crying out, i feel like finding a listening ears,
but who can be the one ? ):
i really want to pour out to someone that is willing to be my listening ears!!
anyone anyone?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

help..

labels: i dunno what to do..

2009-11-20T06:47:00.000-08:00

hello, here to update (:
tmr's service! :D
happy~
nowadays damn sian sia, nothing much to do.
ytd helped out in nexus with the NEW package of new believers pack (:
so nice!
me and sher was like saying, backslide liao, come back, take the new pack xD
but luanchun dont lwt me do so :P
hahas, but i also wont do it :P

was quite stree up with certain things now.
really need to seek God alot alot alot..
i know, my walk with God is stagnant for a period of time..
i really want to go back to God!
i really need God to talk to me..
Give me wisdom!
God i really pray for your presence!
i need you right now..

stress up with some r/s problem,
dont know how am i gna handle it..

heyy, is not i dowan to care abt you,
i just want you to put God first than me..
understand? i dont want you to learn from me,
i dont want you to have a bad relationship with God..
i want God to bless you more!!
okays?

i need elaine mummy!
i need meihua dear!
i need wenqi laopo!
i need xiuxia mei!
i need renfang BFF!
& most importantly, i need YOU! <3

Labels: Stress.. Who can stand beside me?

2009-11-15T20:41:00.001-08:00

Hello! i finally updated (:
now currently at home lurh (:
hols are hereeeeeee ~
no more extension week, damn shiok xD
nowadays played bball alot :D
suuuuper shiok sia, can exercise ^^
played with meihua, xiuxia, Ian, Daniel, Ryan, Eli, Elaine and Co..
hahahhas(:
& finally, I CAN GO CHURCH CAMP!! ^^
my shifu finally let me gooooooooo~
sooooo super happy mansxz. :D
can join them for camp xD
yayeeee!!
so happy (:
later going play bball with them againsxz :D
hahahahahas, nth to post, byes! :D

i love you

2009-11-10T18:49:00.000-08:00

hello. at com lab now (:
doing "maths" now :P
nowadays played bball alot sia (:
had fun i guess ?
hahas.
very bored now ><>
nth to post ler, byes.
going shepherding and dmm later(:

To YOU!
i decided to HATE YOU ..
damn F up by you sia..
get lost from my sight luh -.-
Loser.
Only know how to say me..
never think for yourself.
I'm surely gna give up on you!
Byes.

2009-11-04T03:32:00.000-08:00

Had extended curriculum !!
Grr !!
hate it !!
Went for caregroup yesterday .
love them lots !! :D

My handsome old man !!xD

Right :

LuanChun

Middle :

Sharon

Left :
ME !! :D

Labels : What can i do to forget get you off my mind ?

2009-10-31T22:39:00.000-07:00

hello, now at home stoning, waiting for zeke to come (:
going east coast! :D
ytd had first service with the EB1 pple ^^
was quite not use to it at first, but slowly get better lurh (:
after service had EB1 huddle :D
played 十字路口 tgt, and then they surprised us!! ><><>< wrecking brain!~ hahas, shall keep thinking (: okays shall stop here(: BYES!

thinking if i should just let it be..
history cant be rewriten..

heyyyyy. i'm still waiting.. <3

2009-10-29T03:32:00.000-07:00

2009-10-28T18:45:00.000-07:00

hello earth, thanks elaine mummy to help me change blogskin! :D
now, changed caregoup! ):
to eb1..
eb3 had been split up ):
because we had toooo many grads in our group!! ><
chrystal, fiona teh, sharmaine had been extracted out to study and put down alllll ministry!
but, eb3 have no CL if teh is gone, no shepherds to take care of us..
so, eb3 have to split! ><
me and shermaine and sharon and eliz and xinyun and ruoheng in eb1.

2009-10-18T22:46:00.000-07:00

hello people :D blogger at home is back!! :D YAY!!
exams are over~~~~~
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
next sat is ESS (:
i must jiayou! :D
yes! (:
nowadays love audi so much lor ><
gotten myself a audi couple thanks to elaine and xiuxia :D
hahas, exams over can slack ler!
so happy lor (:
there's nth to post, so, BYE!:D

2009-10-15T02:51:00.000-07:00

hiiiii world .
elaine is beside me now :D
hhas, at library now (:
nth to post, BYE! :D

2009-10-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

2 pictures for you(:

2009-09-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

Hello ~~ i am back to post! :D
so long never post ler, actually not very long :P
had fun with caregroup and cliques and beloved ones nowadays ^^
had bar-babes-queue on wed :D
too bad that day i fell sick!!!! ):
cant get to enjoy good food siaaaaa~ although i went but i do not have the mood to enjoy ):
i really thank God for the super fast healing (:
i went to service still ~~~
celebrated dennis laoda birthday at america room =D
i became the usher that day ><
hahas, then dennis very funny, keep kicking the ushers because he cant see us!! ><
neverminds, we are a Big family tgt :D
it's worth ^^
hahas, then the leaders had done up a video for dennis (:
so super cool ~
then affirmation (:
so touching x.x
then pray for Him :D
then gifts~
ohya!! we even created a song for dennis (:
i cant remember the lyrics, but it's super cool~
then sang birthday song tooooooooo.. with God, Gwen, East, Chocolates, People, LEGHAIR!!!~~
hahas super funny loh :D enjoyed myself alot that day ^^
then ytd celebrated zeke's birthday at aljunied with amanda and kave and eli :D
so super cool mansxz :D
then went to walk walk :D
then HOME~
wed is metamorphosis ^^ YAYEE~~~
cant wait for it although i went before ler :P
okays, now is holidays, i am soooooo bored x.x
nevermind, got God around! :D
bes peeps~

2009-08-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

stuuupid blogger make me pek cek siaaa~~
Lols okok i shall not be angry(:
tmr caregroup!:D
yaye^^ i leading games but i dunno what game to use x.x
DIE SIA!
Lols, not so dead la ..
today had MJR idol, i went to wait for elaine, renfang, Ian, Hongda and wenqi (:
but sad , they're out ):
but nevermind, next time do better okays ? :D
jiayou! God with us. we not scared :D
AMEN~~?
hahas. went to tamp with them to return amp fire and instruments to uncle david (:
after that eat Macs with Ian and Elaine <3
so fun talking to them loh .
took bus home with them (:
then now here blogging !!
okays shall go now Byes~!~~

2009-08-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

today very sian.
yaye tmr caregroup:D
shall stop here..
BYES!

2009-08-10T07:47:00.000-07:00

i love them alot! (: YAYE!! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D
yesterday went to watch fireworks with amanda, zeke, javin, Jingting, Elizabeth ^^
super fun okays!! ><
went to meet up with the East A people and watched at marina square there (:
the fireworks are very nice!~
hilarious (:
Jingting keep disiao-ing us ):
so bad loh.. alot if unglams tooooooooooooooooooooo~!!
amanda camera "shy" :P
then stay till 11+pm then go home.
first time amanda stay till so late with us luh (:
Yaye!
okays i shall stop here! byes! <3

2009-08-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings (:
Today had caregroup at cornerstone (:
Only got me, Teh, Shar, Sher, Evonne, Elizabeth, Zeke..
Chrystal and RuoHeng sick ):
XinYun's mum at home, can't come out..
Ah leow and Amanda chiong down after that (:
glad to see ah leow! i miss her sooooo much loh ><
i very long never talk to her already loh ._.
after caregroup went to parkway to eat with Teh, Leow, Amanda, Zeke, Elizabeth (:
had fun disiao-ing zeke with amanda :D
hahahahs (:
talked to Amanda and Zeke about some stuffs (:
Felt abit relieve now .. hahas.
crapped super alot with the both of them ^^
it's fun having such nice caregroup members yea :D
Walked around parkway for awhile, as we need to disgest .. (:
Then i pei them take 31 to bedok ^^
see i so good :D
Some things happened.. Shall not elaborate much ..
Things settled , sorry amanda make you missed one of your Bus ><
Then Amanda boarded 225, i boarded 16..
went home then, found out that only sis at home =.=
hahas, then talked to amanda on phone (:
now here blogging (:
Elaine and RenFang is sick!!
Both having high fever ):
I'll be praying for them! (:
Jiayou! God Bless ^^
really want to thank amanda and zeke (:
Thank You for everything! ^^
Love you guys alot!! :D

2009-08-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

lots of things i wanna say, but it's not good to list them all out here...
lots of things i don't know what to do and why.
i want to let go, but i just can't seem to do it.
i really need god.. i need his presence..
i regretted.. regretted lots of things.
i regretted disobeying god, i really want to obey god..
what should i do now ???!
i can't continue to keep lying to others..
the truth will be revealed someday..
lying is a sin, i kept sinning.. i kept upset god..
i can't upset him anymore.. i really want to stop all these..

God , please help me get rid of all this!! ):

to Mou Mou Ren :
i really don't know what to say... i really don't know what to do...
i'm sorry if i'll disappoint you ...
sorry...

2009-07-26T19:06:00.000-07:00

hello i'm at com lab 3 :D
gtg now, byes! :D :D :D

2009-07-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hello humans (: i'm like finally back to posting :D
nowadays was busy and busy and busy. because rendition coming!! xD
anybody wanna go?!?!!??!?!?! ITS COOOOOL AND FUUUUUUUNNNNNNN!!!! :D :D :D
hahas, it's really damn cool lah, got auditions for different kind of musical instruments (:
i wanna go! and i'm going! :D
yea man! ><
okok don't crap ler (:
anw, HAOJIE YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!(dowan tell you why)
)(*&^%$#!@#$%^&
hehe... kay laa don't play ler (:
today meet elizabeth at her mum's stall (: ate char kway teow!! ^^
i love it mansxz. so suuuuuuuuuuper delicious loh xD
i recomend! go and eat! at aljunied! near macs (:
after that went to popular buy lots of stuffs! :D
i even bought TYS T.T
so stress... hahas, tuition teacher ask me buy one ._.
neverminds! i want to improve! :D
i need to buck up already loh, common test is o 17, 18, 19 august ...
so fast?!?!?!?!!?!?!??!
hahas. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..
i must STUDY! but i don't have any motivation! anyone can push motivations to me?!
i really need them mansxzz...
hahas, okays. gt lots of new things!! (:
suuuper happy :D
hahas fascinated by an origami piano!! (:
suuper cool ^^
kk shall end. jacky humtam me go sleep ler ._.
BYES! :D

now pioneering MJR only left with me and chystal teo ..
it's gna be a hard and stress time, but i know that God will surely bless us during this period of time! (:
we are gna bring lots of pple for salvation!! amen? AMEN! :D

Chrystal Teo, thank god for you yea! although you are having o's soon, but you chose to come down and pioneer, i really thank god for you in my life! thanks for bringing me to know God, i really feel bless that you're my dear caregroup member! (: believe that God will lead you through this o's days. God will surely sees your heart in serving him and shining for him. He'll surely move so much more in your life mansxz (: Let's jiayou tgt in this walk with God yea! will run this race with you until the end! (: Love you my ex-shepherd!! (:

2009-07-07T00:28:00.001-07:00

hello people (: i am here to blog..

i dont know! i really dont know what i should do...
i really want to surrender alllllll to God, but smth is stopping me!
i really want to obey God, i dont want to upset him anymore...
i know i have been a bad girl and upset him for many times, but he continued to bless me! i really love this God<3
i really need to repent so so so much more mansxz..
saturday, gideon said those who repent, god will then bless, if not god wont bless..
i need God !!!! <3

hais nowadays so burdened... i really need god's presence..
i really feel like crying out.. but, nobody for me..
i want shepherding!! ):

should i give up this relationship ? ):

2009-06-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

nice right ?! i make one leh :D wahahahahas.

Jasmine (:

thank you for those jokes..

Lets grow so much more tgt!

Although you are not in my caregroup and i should not be talking alot to you..

But i still want to thank you for those comforting words and encouragement (:

Love you yea! God Bless! :D & jiayou for upcoming O's! ><

today went to Esacape Theme Park for caregroup :D

went to haunted house, at first i didn't dare to go in, but after their nag, i went in...

i was literally squeezing chrystal's hand luh! *sorry :X*

Lols, then it is like ... OMGGGGGGGGGG

freaking want die luh ):

i cant survive inside myself mansxz! sharmaine and chrystal very super not scared one loh !

they go in and did not scream, they were looking for the exit instead! ><

alamak, i want that kinda courage mansxz! :D

then sat roller coaster, those mini type one, because the big one closed down. last time got people accident then close.

so funny, me and shermaine sat tgt :D

zeke was behind us screaming like SIAO.. :/

but she breakthrough! she manage to survive! :D

today sat only like 3 rides(including Haunted House) ?

Because rainning T.T

then they go suspend the theme park ):

so sad luh! ><

neverminds, we gotten 8 tickets of refund :D

yea man! but only applicable to escape, not wild wild wet T.T

neverminds! i go next time :D

Friday going swimming at CCK.. (omg so far x.x)

hahas..

so long never swim!! ><"

okays i shall go now, it's getting late!

Byes! Love you! God bless :D

2009-06-22T04:05:00.000-07:00

hello people! i am back to blogging :D hahas, now currently at phaying's house ^^
so long no go ler lorh, haha, miss her father's cooking mansxz.
she is sleeping now :O
just now early morning went to school with her for cca remedial... DAMN
stupid keith koh, make us go back luh, stupid uncle ._.
whole week have to go back loh. wth...
but today, we went there play badminton, and slack slack slack :D
meiqi, kelly, ruo heng, yeeming also went..
we keep laughing when i was playing with phaying and yeeming.
damn super funny! they keep laughing at me lorh, so stupid..
just because i make funny sound. LOL.
after that cca thingy, me and phaying and haojie and jeremy toh went science center :D
so so so so so damn fun cansxz! Omg mansxz. hahahas, we went to watch the Imax show thingy.
so boring, can sleep loh ..
and that phaying horh, keep disiao me uh ><"
lols, then went in to the science center thingy and see see look look ..
was okays, ahha, then around 5pm we went back eunos.
HaoJie accompany us back here loh. so good horh ><'
hahahahas, then phaying and i came back.

Had east training day on last thursday, so tiring!
We played water bombs and the station games. very very fun :D
after the whole thingy, we played with water, everybody was drenched with water!
from the head to the toes, all WET.
so so so so fun . hahahahahas.
after that i dabao food go home eat. went home with Jasmine :D :D :D
had fun talking to her ^^ Yep~ weets , fellowship so much more mansxz :D

tomorrow i am having shepherding mansxz! YAYE :D :D :D
so happy ! so long no shepherding ler.. i miss it alots!
i love my shepherd :D *loves*
cant wait for shepherdingggggg~ weets.
wednesday caregroup! :D going picnic then escape ^^
got 2 new people joining us, from geylang med :D
jiayou YEB3~ we can do it~

girl, whenever i talk to you, i feel happy.
lets go home tgt more often!
i know you wont be seeing this, but i just wanna post it here!
I love you as a unit! :D

2009-06-16T23:39:00.001-07:00

heyyyyy people ;D i am back from cheeeeeeena :D
woohoo :D managed to stayover at camp the last night ^^ damn happy :D
camp was hilarious mansxz!~ it shook meeeee :D
during the night prayer meet, god really spoke to me alot alot alot ..
ohmygosh, i now then remember need email teh ._.
hm, shall email her soooooooon. yep..
shermaine came for the last night toooooo ;D i miss my BFF! :D
really had lots of fun with her manxzs >D
wheeee~ i am loving god everyday more and more xD
later meeting HaoJie at east coast . wahahahahahs~
i am gna bury him in the sand xD
he's gna DIE! Lols. i so mean x.x
okok, dont play ler..
in camp, last night, we had dance competition! so hilarious! ><
i didn't know that we needa dance, but me and shermaine came on the last night, so we are out! :D
whee~ & sharmaine is a sexy hot babe! :D
she really very sexy! ><
teh shake her butt till damn ...... hahahahahahahahas~
okays, i am being mean x.x
hm. stay up the whole night, 4.30am go macs buy breakfast :D
so cool~ then morning high praise that time, all want fall asleep ler loh :X
hahahahahas, in the end all went home straight and lie on the bed sleep till next day :D
so cool, tmr is east training day :D but it will be tough, heard from chrystal..
hahas. but for god, i go for it~ amen! :D
kay kay shall go watch my beloved video!~
Bye HUMANS! <3

2009-06-02T10:30:00.000-07:00

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! :D
happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
thanks for those who had wished me!
1) Alvin (:
2) Hao Jie (L)
3) Phaying :D
4) Jasmine <3

thanks yo! :D

2009-04-30T09:45:00.000-07:00

today had english paper.. wrote my format wrongly! omg..
okays, i am happy now! :D
Jade Ho is going to give me her notes! Yaye! :D :D :D
i want studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;D
maybe tmr going study with teh chrystal they all.
not confirm leh.
Maybe only ):
i dont want to study alone man! ><
and my guardian bought new hp pouch for meeee ;D
Javin taught me Geog just now ;D i finally understand what is that chapter about :D
okays, i shall end here.
BYES! <3

2009-04-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

yo people. currently playing spamming with Hong Da :D
we spamming one another :D using email, msn .
so fun!! ><>
he spam so little lorh xP
wahahahs, i am winning ~~~~~~~
okay i am crazy..
some things just happened in school, i cant say it here, so you want to know, ask me..
i say here, i chop off my head..
yea. hais, life simply just sucks.
dont ask me why. you should know why. for those who know yea.

And i want to specially thank Nicola Jie here,
she really help me alot yea, comforting me when i am down, helping me when i needed help, stopping me from those tears that i am gna shed ._.
and even talked to someone! ._.
i dont know what that someone is gna feel about me, but, i just want to say to that someone "Daisuki<3">
Jie, really thank you so much yea, i love you <3

Boy, thinking of you just makes me feel so sad...
i know it is impossible to be back together,
but i will still wait for your return.
Daisuki <3

2009-04-08T20:51:00.000-07:00

Yo people :D i am currently in computer lab ^^ teacher dont know i am at the wrong class :D :D :D
wahahahas, was at multimedia just now, suppose to go claymation, but, dont care! ><'
Hahas, walao, i am getting damn freaking irritated by frederick _l_
SUCKER! -.-
okays, i just realise something... i am the only one in my group! i dont want to present myself! ):
alamak...
hais.
okays, nothing to say.
BYE

2009-04-06T06:55:00.000-07:00

today no PE ):
sad sad sad ): hahahahahahas, but ended up slacking in class with Toh Wee reliefing us :D
Then me and Elaine and Ren Fang was crapping stuuuuupid nonsense :D
Ahahahas, then I told Elaine about some things yea :X
hahas. private confidential ...
hahs, excited for tomorrow :D Going out with .................................. :D
Lols... watching race to the witch mountain AGAIN :D
wahahahahhas!~~~~
just ended tuiton :D was feeling so damn sleepy lorh ><
teacher say i today very no mood study :B
LOLLLL. she was totally correct :C
damn freakiing tired nowadays, insufficient sleep ):
this is drawn by that YAP YINGJIE! >:D
on msn, crapping with me :D

shall end here ;D byes peepo ;D see you ~~~~~~

Boy, i love you <3

2009-04-05T07:06:00.001-07:00

Yo (: i am back to post :D

today went to temple and joke with nicola (:

Lols, after that, went to meet Hong Da :D

he want go bugis arcade, then we go.

we walked finish the whole bugis, and waiting waiting waiting for ren fang to call us :B

so freaking tired, my leg was cramping because of yesterday's road run T.T

I've gotten position 16 ):

so bad lorh! my stamina DROP! ._.

okok, get back to today (:

and then finally, ren fang called =.=

she went with deneng to the new mall that just open not long ago (:

Aw, so sweet, Lols, JKJK! ><

then we go find them, then me and Hong Da went to walk walk at the top level (:

Then around 6 jiu went home lerh (:

Hong Da sat the same bus as me (:

On bus, something happen (: was happy luhs (:

hahas, okay nothing... want to know, ask ME personally (:

then here blogging :D

shall end with a cg pic :D

2009-03-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

Hello (: I AM AT COM LAB IN SCHOOL! :D
Jolene ZHU beside me :D
wahahah, she just said F_ _ K you to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B
Lols, she abit sot :P
Opposite me is Elaine and Wen Qi (:
hahahahas, just now they go stuff me with campus superstar ticket, zzz ...
Jolene ZHU just said "OI!" to me xP
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS! dont want to care her :P
stupid, just now went Hotel 626 and see, jolene keep asking me open open open =.=
hahas, neverminds, i shall end here, BYES!

2009-03-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hello people! :D i am back to post yea! So long never post :B
actually also not very long :P haahas, just suddenly feel like postingggg ~~
lalalalalalalas! Lols, sorry i am mad :B
currently at chrystal's house (: i just did finish my homework! :D
ain't i a good girl! :B
wahaahs!
Today was a stupid day yea :P
that Mei Hua pulled me stay back and wait for her until her BIC end T.T
then i take that time go cabin play with Elicia :D
we played like mad dogs lorhs :P
ohya, before school end, ren fang and mei hua use water and splash me!!!!!!!!!!
make until my whole back filled with water =_="
hahas, neverminds!!! ><

Elaine Baby
MeiHua Boh Zheng Hu
Ren Fang Friend
Thanks for being by my side (:
really appreciate it alot yea! :D
BFF! i love you all! <3

2009-03-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hello !!!! xD Long time no BLOG! ><'

wahaha, went out with Elaine and MeiHua and Alvis on monday (:

watched Raco Over to Witch Mountain :D

Suuuuuper nice okays! must watch! strongly encourage (:

i also watch dragonball evolution (:

quite stupid and lame but rating okok la (:

wahahaha (:

pictures!! <3

Elaine;Baby <3>

Again! (:

AGAINNNNN :D

hahas, soooooo cool going out with them (:

Lots of laughter lorhs! ><'

metamorphosis ysterday was coooool~

had prayer meet at night (:

God really spoke to me :')

*Amen*

2009-03-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

Hello people! (: Today got civil defence course, was quite okay i think...
i love the video mans! it was so cool! ><
The house on fire and got people died._.
hahas, today lots of things happen...
dont want mention (:
Old memories are all back ):
why cant i just forget you thoroughly?! ):
Hais.. whenever i saw you, i will feel very very very heartbroken.
i want to cry out, but i just cant ):
who can lend me a shoulder to cry on? )':
hais...

2009-03-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

Omg Omg ! I so loving my baby ! <3
He send me the whole series of twilight , new moon , eclipse , breaking dawn !!!! :D
OMG !!!!!

Baby , I Love You !! <3>
Thanks for helping me yea !! <3

2009-02-24T04:56:00.000-08:00

Hellos (: hahas, had combine service on sat (: It was suuuper cool cans! i feel so family!! ><
took lots of pictures with my beloved unit members (: I Love You All! <3

Had a great time enjoying myself at service (: & pastor ben is going to america!! ):

he go there look after Hope America i think (:

everyone will miss him! ><>

& congrats to pastor Jeff!!! He promoted to senior pastor!! :D

great that we enjoyed ourselfs (:

i cant type out the sermon ah, tooooooo long liao :P

hahas, so you want to know, ASK ME! :D

Lots of fun things on that day yeah!

after service, went to eat Hainan Chicken Rice at Funan Mall there. (:

the whole EB go together :D

soooooo cool (:

& we kept talking about Coral Pri pple abnormal xP

hahas, is jacp start one!! Because Shermaine saw one chicken feet inside her soup, then she shout..

Then dont know what Chrystal did, then Jacp started saying Coral Pri pple abnormal xP

hahas, Chrystal and Shermaine both are from Coral Pri mah (:

muahahahaha~~

then Sharmaine also got scolded, because we order half a chicken, she only eat 2 pathetic piece!! ><

hahas, she ask for it :P

I love EB so so so so so much mans!! <3

& finally, tmr caregroup!! Me and Shermaine in charge of Games (:

Planning with her now (: hahas, she funny, so late then ask me plan with her! -.-

Teh already ask for confirmation at 5pm today :X

Cant blame Shermaine lahs, she just reach home from ballet (:

i cant wait for caregroup!! <3

2009-02-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

YOU SUCK! -.- wth.. i hate you to the core las!
anyhow... where bu shuang!~
wlao, ruin my night mood -.-
GND!!!!!

okays, i hate HER!!!! that particular HER! -.-
She sucks my ass!! ._.

2009-02-20T04:43:00.000-08:00

it had beeeeeeeeen so long since i blog... hais...
shaggggggggggggg.
Dont know why, i feel that we are not close anymore..
little meet ups, dont really talk much during saturday service or caregroup...
sms only reply "Lol" ...
hais, got things tell her but she also wont reply...
dont know what to say...

To **** ****
i miss talking to you? :x
i feel so sad if your reply is "Oo, Lol"
feel so sad inside!!! .-.
i really miss talking to you...
but i know they dont like me talking to you and telling you so much...
But i just feel good talking to you!!! ):
hais, can we talk back? ):

To ********
i got lots of things to talk to you... But you dont seems to care?
i dont know... maybe you are busy? maybe you dont want to talk to me?
i really dont know.
i still remember that time when i first saw you,
we were suuuuuper joke tgt,
but after you are not my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ anymore, i feel so insecure inside me...
hais, WHY?
i just miss spending days with you...
Unlike now, nothing is meaningful to me...
Please, listen to my craps, now you dont even care about my craps anymore...
hais. i really dont know what to say.
if you happen to see this, i got no face to see you... ):

To Fiona Teh,
thanks for being my lovely shepherd (:
i love you alot!! ><' hahas, dont blush!
i dont know if you will see this, but i just want to affirm you..
from that particular thursday that we met and study tgt with chrystal,
i begin to feel happy being with you all (:
hahas, you have been such an encouragement to me...
although that time, my shepherd was changed to you, i felt sad,
but i still love you alot (:
hahas, dont cry!!! ><
thanks for tolerating my stupid craps and complains that i gave you yeah (:
thanks for teaching me how to be gentle (:
HAHA! thanks ALOT! (:
I lurbb lurbb you ! ^^

2009-02-05T06:05:00.000-08:00

yo! today went to orchard with zhi seen xD
hahas, she evil freak!! xPPP
go disiao me ): HATE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
then she bought nth lorhs!!! -.-
now *someone* praying (: hahas...
hais, feel so burdened now ): HAIS................
why sia, why do this to me?? ):

why make us dont so close? ):
she makes my day brighten lorhs! ):
i really feel like crying!!!!

2009-02-04T05:56:00.000-08:00

Yo! Today's Caregroup was fun xD Yeah!
Took lots of pic, and busy uploading them all ):
ALOTTTTT!~~~~~ because Teh take alot ._.
haha!! & here are some of them (:
ENJOY! (i wont upload all, very slow)

Shermaine & Yi Ching Posting (:

Fiona Teh(shepherd!) & Jessica Woon! (:

My group! From Left, S_ _ _ _(sry, forget name!), ZiYing, ME!, Chrystal (:

The 3 Models! From left, Cheryl, Yi Ching, ME! (:

Me and Chrystal! <3>

2009-02-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

weets! yesterday ate super alot! xD

East BC reunion dinner at marina bay HotPot Culture! YAY-ness! xD

shall post ONE photo(:

obviously this is not the whole East BC lahs just EB3 & EB1! LOVES!

From the pink shirt girl start!

Chrystal, YingJie, Carinna, Sharmaine, Fiona Leow, Zeke, Fiona Teh, Luan Chun, Xiangying, Bernadette! *loves*

i love them all okays! xD they rock my life! (:

especially ******** and ******** and ******** (:

hahas, slowly go guess who bah xP

ohya, show you EB2 & EB3 Combine caregroup photo(:

2009-01-30T05:58:00.000-08:00

today school was rather okay for me, because until 1235 only mah! xD
hahas, after school went to slack with Yuning Love P. <3>
The Jeremy came to find us, Cheng Ye also pei us :P
heehee, then did smth, shall not reveal here xP
hahas, then 2+ Yuning Love P need go back school for her Library._.
Then i walk to bus stop with Cheng Ye (:
haha, we said smth, "we must inspire pple to study!"
Lols, very joke lorhs! :D talk to Cheng Ye very funny one :P
Then i took bus 15 to parkway to wait for HuanYi (:
She pei me go see doc mah._.
I reach around 230, then i go parkway walk walk, sat down at Borders...
Slack awhile, go outside Borders bench sit down, did my QT, slept 5 mins(:
Then went to seven-eleven outside there sit, slept...
Then HuanYi finally msg-ed me... She say she on the way already :D
yay! Finallyyyyyyyy...
Then talk to her on phone... She came, we go polyclinic take number(:
Then when i consulting, something happen ):
I shall not reveal here, want to know, ask me... ):
Then my reaction was like, What The?! :X
Then went home after that... ):
YAY! TMR IS SERVICE FINALLY!! IM MISSING THEM SO MUCH!!! xD
TMR IS ALSO EAST BC REUNION DINNER! DRESS UP! xD
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! :D

2009-01-29T06:49:00.000-08:00

Hais... SHAG! ): i am soooo sick! but i going to see doc tmr with HuanYi! :D

hahas.. yesterday was combine EB2 & EB3! (: so fun, we go seoul garden and EAT! xD

ate so many things lorhs, even make until there so messy ><'

hahas, shepherd(Fiona Teh) and sheeps(Me, Sharmaine, Shermaine)! <3>

heehee. hmm, shall not post somemore, i dying already, going to faint!

Byes!!

2009-01-20T04:15:00.000-08:00

i am sickkkkkkkkkkk ): Sms-ed Luan Chun RB the whole day, she want m to go home sleepppp (:
heehee, actually today i got MC dont go school der lorhs, budden got test, i dont want stay back! ):
then i just go lorhs, then i also dont want pangseh siaozabor(: so i went to schhhhh (:
aww, see i so good xD hahas!!!
Frederick sucks la horh!!! i today sick, then he come irritate me! Fucks..
i was sleeping, i ask teacher permission liao lorhs, then he go shout at me"XiangYing Monster is sickkkk!!"
WTF?!
then i really cannot tahan liao, i sit up and shout at him"WLAO, ENOUGH LIAO HORH, IRRITATING!"
what the Fucks lahs, nb...
dulan till want die liao lahs!!!!! Guailan...
then i continue to sleep back -.-
freaking irritating cans!!!!
stop here, think of him will pekcek -.-
Bye!~

Jealous simi sai la horhs?! wlao... fuck you la -.- you put her picture in your blog i got jealous meh!? i put then you jealous simi sai?! fuck sia...

2009-01-18T06:16:00.001-08:00

I'm tagged by Luan Chun RB to do this quiz(:

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks i think (:

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Feel sleepy!! ):

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Nicola and HaoJie! <3^^

4: Would you considered yourself to be spoilt?
er, i dont know leh :X

5: Would you ever donate blood?
if i can (:

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yupp! (: *winks*

7: Do you want someone dead?
touchwood!! ><

8: What does your last text message says?
"oh,i going for level camp. At msia. 9-11march"

9: What are you thinking of right now?
er, my stomach when can okays?!

10: Do you wish someone is with you right now?
yupp! :D my shepherd and God! :D

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
12plus? forget:X

12: Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?
Mangala Vihara! for free, my camp tee!! :D

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yupp, which is, God! :D

14: Who was the last person who text you?
Alvin <3

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
Number 1: Nicola<3
Number 2: Fiona Teh(:
Number 3: Alexandra^^
Number 4: Candace(:
Number 5: HuanYi(:
Number 6: YingJie(:
Number 7: Chrystal(:
Number 8: HaoJie(:
Number 9: YingHui(:
Number 10: Joyce(:

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
*Fiona Teh* God! (:

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
*Alexandra* Female!!!! (:

17: If 7 and 10 get together, will that be a good thing?
*Chrystal & Joyce* they dont even know one another o.o

18: What is number 1 studying about?
*Nicola* eh, study lots of sub(:

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Today?(:

20: Is number 4 single?
*Candace* nope! God is with her! (:

21: Say something about number 2.
*Fiona Teh* my great great shepherd!! <3

22: What do you think about number 3 and number 6 being together?
*Alexandra & YingJie* nth will happen? they dont even know one another -.-

23: Describe number 9.
*YingHui* she is mad about drama? (:

24: What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
*YingJie & Chrystal* hahas, they are shepherd and sheep! they always "fight"(:

25: Do you like number 8?
*HaoJie* as a friend!! :D

2009-01-18T05:59:00.000-08:00

today went the Mangala Vihara(: was on time for puja! *whews*
sat beside Levin<3>
was not concentrating sia xP
texting chrystal the whole time sia xD hahahahaha.
nicola lead the puja with dev agains(:
Goodjob! :D hahas.
then assemble at shrine hall, wait for other pple to come..
went to Geylang Old Folks Home(:
sat cab with Nicola<3,
reach there liao, went or the dont know what gathering...
the old folks gathering, then serve them food(:
then ate our lunch! :D our lunch was delicious buffet!(except for the disgusting sotong-.-)
hahas, then told Nicola something*winks* (:
Hao Jie slack with us also, hahahaha...
then we went to help them carry things up to the house.
Me and Nicola and HaoJie one team, we brought up 2 bags of rice and a very heavy things up.
then we camwhored! xD but only got one photo is clear ):

hahas, then we went back down(:
took cab back to temple again!
took bus with Nicola<3
then slept through the whole afternoon(:
tmr go sch sia, siiiiiian...

2009-01-15T06:57:00.001-08:00

today met Leow at her house there as she is sickkkkk ):
Get well soon yeah!! will be praying for you! :D
then she said about manjusri's growth... blahs blahs. (cant be told:X)
then she said some things that reminds me of some things... ._.
feel like crying at that moment but i hold back:X
then accompany Leow go borrow her books at national library which is opp her house -.-
then sms-ed Teh and thought of meeting her today for shepherding,
but she cant seems to make it ):
neverminds! maybe tmr bahs? see if she can...
& tmr is prayer meet! i dont know if i should go ):
i am sickkkkkk tooos._.
then sms-ed sharmaineeeee to ask where is she,
she said she at dental app. hahas, she suppose to take out braces today,
but in the end, never :P
muahahahahaha, then met her at bugis...
THANK GOD FOR SHARMAINE!!! :D
she bless me lunch! ><>
hais, i was thinking of smth now ):
smth that is making me shagggggggg~~~~
what should i do ): haissssssssssssssssss... ... ... ... ...
& i miss those times that i had shepherding with chrystal stupid girl! ):
seriously i miss it soooooo freaking much lorhs...
neverminds! change of shepherd is God's will, its for our own growth! :D
Thank God for everything in my life mans! PRAISE GOD!! xDDDD
heehees, nowadays recess i went with phaying Nuer Siaozabor(:
because Joyce they all der recess is 1015, ours is 1050 ):
stuuuuupid DM! D=
&&&&&&& POA sucks -.-

bitch, you sucks la horhs! nabuey, think i dont know what you thinking ahs?! fuck off la, see you will make me puke! sucker -.- _l_

2009-01-15T06:40:00.000-08:00

shall post SOME photos on east chalet (:

2009-01-11T03:53:00.000-08:00

siaozabor!! happy to see yourself here?! xD hahas, thanks for everything mans! the craziness we have been tgt! I LOVE YOU!

2009-01-11T03:44:00.000-08:00

i have change my shepherd to Fiona Teh. somehow feel sad of course, cant have shepherding with chrystal any more. ying hui have been transferred to EB2! sad!!!! cant get to see her in caregroup anymore ): i nearly cried yesterday but i pulled back my tears, i dont want to cry in front of soooooooo many pple yea :X & sharmaine, shermaine is my sheepmate! yays!!! xDDD hahas, finally got 2 sheepmates(: kinda happy, but sad for chrystal not being my shepherd anymore... but neverminds! its God's will, it is for our growth! amen? AMEN! (: Leow will be coming over to EB3 to help us in pioneering manjusri!! yea mans! mjr is going to grow so much more mans! xD we will conquer the buddha! MJR JIAYOU!
i want to be a shepherd sooooooon!!! ><

today went for sunday class! (: hahas, was there late, late for puja, then saw nicola leading puja with dev (: heehee, goodjob nicola! xD hahas, then announcement, then went back up to class (: sat with nicola & the class crapped suuuper much lorhs! thanks hao jie for the teaching of how to draw domo and elmo & thanks for the lollipop! (: then sister rita talked about the CNY dinner which is on next next sat night! we are gna perform dont know what items lorhs, sister rita ask me perform guitar leh >< bt i havent learn ):

2009-01-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

heyhey yoyo xD im at phaying's house now!! xP
she is sooooooo freaking mad now xDD hahas, thinking of her maths & laughing xP (just now)
Lols, there will be restructuring in EAST sia, hope chrystal still remains as my shepherd lorhs ):
i dont feel like changing ><>
heehee, hope i dont change caregroup toos!! xDD
gtg, post AGAIN ! byes!! <3

2008-12-30T07:32:00.000-08:00

show you people my camp video, make you laugh till PENG! xD

2008-12-30T07:20:00.000-08:00

IM LOVING YOUTH CAMP SO DAMN FREAKING MUCH!! <3

especially Alex, Levin, Nicola, Anne and Jermaine! Love you all loads! see you all soon on sunday class! <3

2008-12-25T07:46:00.000-08:00

hahas, show you all a stupid conver with Phaying :P

♣ PhaŸing says:

HAHA, relac :D

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

(:

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

stupid tao long! link me still put my surname ):

♣ PhaŸing says:

HAHA!

♣ PhaŸing says:

Deng Xiang Ting :p

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

Ying Lah!

♣ PhaŸing says:

I thought he spell ting?

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

Ying.

♣ PhaŸing says:

Okay lor ;D

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

tsk tsk, change specs lahs! xD

♣ PhaŸing says:

huh?

♣ PhaŸing says:

what?

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

see wrongly ..

♣ PhaŸing says:

LAME.

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

woohoo! he linked me xD

♣ PhaŸing says:

Really Deng Xiang Ting lor he put.’

♣ PhaŸing says:

you then change specs x.x

♣ PhaŸing says:

He changed alr.

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

Deng Xiang Ying♥Friend

♣ PhaŸing says:

I got proof! x.x

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

i just now see is already Ying lorhs!

♣ PhaŸing says:

So i say, he changed.

♣ PhaŸing says:

‘Lmao.

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!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:*Lols?!

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!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

fine lorhs ):

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

nice com xDD

♣ PhaŸing says:

LOL! :X

♣ PhaŸing says:

Anyhow !;p

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

Stuuupid ):):

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

you go see his blog der reply tag!

♣ PhaŸing says:

Okays :D

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

i shall blog about this xD

♣ PhaŸing says:

why ley?

♣ PhaŸing says:

his tag why?

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

funny mah,

♣ PhaŸing says:

LOL! :X

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

the name he spell wrong ):

♣ PhaŸing says:

I thought what happen :D

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

xD

♣ PhaŸing says:

Haha, ya lor hor :X

♣ PhaŸing says:

I now then realised sia.

♣ PhaŸing says:

Diao :X

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

tsk tsk tsk..

♣ PhaŸing says:

Now you become xingying.

♣ PhaŸing says:

HAHA! xD

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

What! ><

♣ PhaŸing says:

Haha xDxD

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

:P

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made!JESUS! says:

:P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P

♣ PhaŸing says:

Bleahhhhs :p

!Xiang Ying♫ ` Today is the day you've made! JESUS! says:

BlahS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xD

♣ PhaŸing says:

;D

♣ PhaŸing says:

Go post blog la :p

hahas! Cute rights?! xD

2008-12-25T06:49:00.000-08:00

to shepherd:
i dont know how to say and what to say, thats why i gave you only one expression.
i dont wish to tell one luhs, since you asked, because i blogged, thennnnnn you should know...
you are correct, you guessed correctly???? :X
i dont know what to say here liao :XXX
sorry i just gave you this "o.o" expression...

today is the day, you have made, i will rejoice and be glad in it! <3

2008-12-22T08:00:00.000-08:00

Why why why?! Why am i feeling the same as her?!
Someone PLEASE tell me ):
i dont want to feel that way one luhs... it just cant be controlled lorhs.
HELP!!!!

err, i dont know how to say...
shepherd, i also dont know what to say to you...

2008-12-20T07:53:00.000-08:00

Shepherd, just a few words for you...
Stand Strong, Jiayou, I will serve till the end with you! <3
I Love You shepherd..♥♥♥

2008-12-17T05:43:00.000-08:00

im feeling very super low now. Seriously i dont know what happen...
i really really dont know!!! grr, whats happening to me?!!!!
isit because of... ... ... ... ...
gahs, neverminds! i dont wish to say :X
Tomorrow How!?! evangelism workshop! HOW!!!!!!!!?
boo, kays, prayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I HATE MY FAMILY!
they sucks! gr, making more and more trouble for me onlys -.-
one day i leave them, is all their fault! _l_
suckkkkkkkkkkk!!!
idiotic...

hey shepherd, something happen to you rights? i can see luhs.
why and what happen?? ):
i dont want anything to happen eh ._.
i treasure you lots ya! <3

2008-12-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

soooooo darn troubled luhs! i hate my family! they are being unreasonable! my friends my own rights to choose! why must you all care so much?! i want to make church friends is my own choice, not your choice! i want to go out with them luhs! i really dont want to stay in this family lahs! it just totally sucks! how i wish i am OUT!

father lord i pray that you would be able to change the situation at my family, create a great miracle for me, lord you see my desire of wanting to serve you so much more, you see my heart lord, help me! i really want to go for service, caregroup, camp and all meetings! make a way! in jesus name i pray, amen!

2008-12-05T06:37:00.000-08:00

Father Lord i pray sooooooo hard that you will soften my shifu & my guardian's heart and let me go for service and east day! i really want to grow soooo much more in you, i dont want to miss out anything that s being preach at the serman. i know you are behind me backing me up, i really pray so hard Lord that you will give me the courage to ask my shifu to go for service, camp, caregroup & gatherings.. i want to serve you so so much more, to praise and worship you so so much more despite the disagreement that my family gave me. Lord you sees my heart & hear my prayer, answer my prayer Lord, really let me have the chance to serve you, enlarge your kingdom, get more people to come and know you, to get saved by you. i pray hard once more with my heart fully, i surrender everything into your hands, i know you have plans lining up for me, im fighting with satan so hard now, i know our mighty Lord will come and help us. in jesus name i pray, Amen!

2008-11-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

so long no post lurhs! ><'
i want go service tomorrow!!
omgggggggggg, i want to go! but dont know whether can go marhs lehs ):

Father Lord i pray that you would let me go for service tomorrow, i want to grow so much more in you, serve you, praise you, worship you, know you more! Father Lord, you sees my heart, how i want so much to go for service, i pray so hard that you would soften my shifu & my guardian's heart so that they would let me go for service. i want to serve you not just by saying blankly, but to do it with my own actions! in jesus name i pray, Amen!

2008-11-14T03:33:00.000-08:00

yays!!!! chrystal is my FIRST shepherd! <3
i love her! yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
hahas.. im like going to IPOH in 24 more hours lurhs._.
oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy............ LOLLL!
im feeling that time past so slowly! ><
& my shifu bought me a new camera!! yays! finally, dang goes my camera! <3

2008-11-13T05:58:00.000-08:00

i dont know why i suddenly craving for a SHEPHERD!! ><

2008-11-10T07:26:00.001-08:00

yo people, back to post (: sian lah, everyday at home, dontknow what to do ):
want go out, dontknow go where. CG member all busy der. ):
rotting at home, but saturday going ipoh liao, not rotting anymore!
sian, i will miss out class gathering & service & talkshow!! ):
i want go talkshow lahs! idiotic siahhhhhhh @#%!
i will miss church sisters D:
especially my closest sisters,
-CHRYSTAL!
-fiona teh
-fiona leow
-yingjie
-bernadette!
-luan chun
-misha
-carinna
-zeke
-sharmaine!
-shermaine
-yinghui
& etc.
many more to go, but cant remember their names lahs ._.
i will buy gifts one lahs!! (:
hahahaha~ going to camaron highlands too!! (:
so will be around 4 days? ):
sian diao!!!!!!!!!! x(
hope to meet my fellow sisters before i go ya! *misses*

2008-11-05T06:30:00.000-08:00

im feeling so down now, missing him < / 3
hais, how i wish that miracle exist! bring him back to my side...

god, i pray that you would bring him back to my side,
so that i wont feel so down always...
i really miss him too much,
thinking of him every single day.
felt a deep cut slashing through my heart whenever i visits his blog...
its really a very deep cut in my heart.
i dont know what to say anymore, i really miss him.
god i pray once more, please bring him back to me.
in jesus name, amen...

boy, i really miss you alot, whenever i see you, i will think of the past..
hoping deeply that you would return by my side..
i know, its hard, but i really need you!
without you, its just a person without a brain._.
please, i really need you. <3
52474364<3

2008-11-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

i love this group of people!! they shine my day!! <333

2008-11-02T02:23:00.000-08:00

had fun yesterday(: weekly talkshow with jacq was cool~~~ xDDD
hahas, so joke!!!!!!!!!! ><'
so many things to laugh at. (:
hmm, nth to post, byes!!

2008-10-31T07:41:00.000-07:00

2008-10-31T07:02:00.001-07:00

FREAKING BAD MOOD NOW! FUCKS! _l_

2008-10-25T21:33:00.001-07:00

had lots of fun activities in church(: love them all ya!
& welcome amanda to the family!! lets serce god tgt! <3>
had freedom service yesterday, amanda went, & she accept christ! ;D
then went to celebrate chrystal's birthday at istana park...
we surprised her when she came out from 2nd servivce(:
teh wants me to do affirmation loh :X
i was like... OMG OMG! although i gt prepare for a very long period of time luhs._.
then i shared a quite short one:X hahas, bt she never cry!! ><
our objective is to make her cry luhs! ):
hahas. then teh bake muffins for chrystal(: looks nice bt dontknow can eat one mah xDD
haha! so mean xP
& something within me & yinghui happened!! xD
she wanted to help me top up $5, bt in the end, $30!
she go use NETS mah, then she press wrongly ><
hahas!! so joke cans!! xD
then we over there kisiao about this thing xD
hahahahahas! ><
yesterday was fun fun fun!!
& chrystal!! saturday gt shen2 mi4 ren2 wu4 coming okays!! <3
hahas!! your best birthday gift!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRYSTAL! <3
god love you, so do i! <3
may all your wishes coem true! lets continue to serve god tgt! <3

2008-10-21T20:11:00.004-07:00

i super pek cek now luhs! NB! :X
currently in DNT com lab._. com slow luhs:X
hahas, going caregroup later luhs (: i love Y-HOPE! <3333>
hmm, nth to post, byes!!! <3

should i wait? i really love you alot<3
chew kaisheng, i love you<3

2008-10-16T07:23:00.001-07:00

2008-10-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

FYI, i hate liars. seriously, they sucks!
for very long, i have those hatred to liars!
okays, shall continue my MIA-ing!
byes peepo. ==

2008-10-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

people, maybe im gna MIA for some period of times...
things happen, i dont wish to say it out here.
& to you, goodluck in everything you do.
im waiting for your return.
im still loving you lots.
<333

im trying to lead a single life peacefully :X

2008-10-09T04:57:00.000-07:00

yohs people!! im at chrystal's house now xD
hahas, she went to bathe so i used the computer ><'
hahas, today had a great day, was luan chun's birthday (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUAN CHUN!! May GOD bless you (:
y-hope rockssss!!! hahahahahahas ~
spiritual birthday : 4th october 08 (:
had combined caregroup with East Bee 1 today at carinna's house (:
surprised luan chun, and she cried!! :X
i over there ren tears when yingjie say the friendship things T.T
omggggg, makes me think of the THAT thing. hais.
then sharmaine go pack carinna's poker cards! LOL!!!!
then go pack laowugui's bag! she cannot stop packing :XXXX
afterthat went out to play volleyball with AH BERN BERN & sitong & esther teo & yu zi (:
AH BERN BERN so ugly cans!! hahahahas~
we play monkey, then she run here & there cannot catch the ball, then still shout damn loud!!
then tuck in her blouse till so nerd ==
hahas, but cute lahs (: honoured ?! xD
hahas, i so lame ==
then went into the house, take marker, draw on AH BERN BERN! xD
lols, oh ya, zann went toos!! <3>
hahas, so long no see her liao.. ):
finally see her today liao (:
hahahahas~~
although we just stay opposite luhs, but rarely see mah ==
yu zi stay opposite me toos!! hahahahas!
the first yhope member stay so near me cans!! xDDD
& I HATE CHRYSTAL!!! (:
hahas, i so random luhs!! ((((:
because she gt alot of the themes that are so cute cans T.T
she go and die!! xD
hahas! she just say "EH!"
i so lame ==
she still go laugh _l_
ahahahas~~~~~~~
sian, nth to post liao lahs ):
byes~~

I LOVE Y-HOPE !! <3
I LOVE EAST BEE 3!! <3

2008-10-01T22:17:00.019-07:00

so long no blog lurhs ><' very hard to type loh !!!
all the key like drop out ==
then must use pen to press _l_
hahas .. ohya , IMH !!!! <3>
after exam then can go out w him T.T
im kinda hurt luhs , he is like dao-ing me luhs , hais ..
i dowan to drift luhs ><'
now currently at com lab 3 xD
lols .. wna cry luhs ><'
haisssssss . shall stop here , no more mood liaos .
byes peeps !!!

♥♥♥170908 ; 10.56pm ♥♥♥

2008-09-16T02:31:00.000-07:00

long long long long time since i posted ya ._.
hahas , im like lazy ? ><'
hahas , shall talk about when ah ? :X
er , ya ! i love Audition ! <3333333
played almost everyday yo xD love it bodohs ><
school was fun , bt i hate it when all dee siao me ):
just b'cause of smth that cant be told ._.
hahas , yst was cool loh , mrs tan fell down and hurt her chin & thumb so never come ,
ms leong dno what happen also never come ,
so 4 periods FREEEEE xD
then today mrs tan also never come so 2 periods FREEEE !
bt gt pre common test paper ):
neverminds , hist PON ! xD
hahas , we are having lots of fun loh ><'
today was great , yst also great xD
yst after sch , SOMEONE pei me walk ^^
then after i see doc , i go yuning house find her ><
then tio dee siao-ed by yuening , phaying & yuning ! ):
hahas , dont care x.x
then ... TAYCOCK !! xD
hahas ! so funny lahs , laugh till peng ><'
LOL .
then arnd 6pm we jiu go off lurhs :X
today , pei yuning wait for *ahems* & shun bian wait for SOMEONE ><'
then we go bball court wait , then SOMEONE paisehh keep hiding ><'
hahas , then *ahems* okay liao , he go pangsehh yuning =__='
then yuning bad mood ._.
wanted to go her house , bt SOMEONE here , dowan pangsehh him leh , so go home ..
he pei me go home ^^
hahas ! ask him go bus stop liao , i go up ><'
then blogging here ><'

SOMEONE*
i miss you like hells ):
hais , your sms burst , cant msg , i long time also not online x.x
waiting for you to ask that question loh :X
i love you ! <333333

2008-09-05T06:45:00.001-07:00

hihi ! so long no post agains ._.
haha .
ohya , there is a bitch wor ! ><'
never get the facts right jiu scold pple bitch . WOW .
sooo fat mansxz , she bu nan bu nu , bu shi ren ,
bu shi gui , shen me dou bu shi {:
ohyeahs ! ><'

played audition almost everyday mansxz <3>
haha , love si audition liao lah {:
muahahaha !! ><'
craving for level up in audition lahs {:
ohyeahs <333333333
hais , bt t'day audition maintainence till 10pm !!
kill pple meh ?! _l_
siao lahs ._.
i want play audition also cannot T.T
sad lah .. ohya , t'day went to "study" with manlyn , huiting & her sis {:
so funny , laughed all the way mansxz ><'
her sis so funny bodohsxz ..
hahas , saw sandi there toos ><'
omg canszx !
JI PU SAI = Tan Huiting ! xD
actually JI PU SAI is japanese sai ><'
hahas , we dno d owhat then sai here & there liao .
hahas . so funnyyyyyyyyyy ><'
ate jack's place ;D
so nice mansxz <3
ohyeahs , next time must go agains ;D
had great fun ohyeahs ><'

2008-08-31T19:02:00.000-07:00

i swear i miss those moments with you ya , can we go out tgt agains ? D:
seriously i miss you lots ._.
LOVE YOU ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-08-27T21:54:00.049-07:00

sorry lag of post ya =x im like very super lazy to post loh ._.

wednesday ; 270808
tday was okayokay . msg-ed millie the whole day xDD
love her lotsssssss <333
hahas {: she very good one lahs , thats why she is my DEAREST ! ;D
pple dont jealous wor ._.
haha !!
after sch went to bugis with siaozabor , love partner & benjamin sng {:
ah ben went there to buy teacher's day present ,
siaozabor wanted to buy pencil case bt cannot find a suitable one ):
i went there was to crave for my BEEF NOODLES ! x3
so nice bodohsxz xDDD
haha {: then we went to find teacher's day present & ah ben bought them {:
after that siaozabor & love partner pei me go pasir ris buy ear stud . :X
sorry ya both ><' waste youre time ._.
after that went to love partner's house slackkkkk *winks*
at the same time , msg-ed with millie toos xDD
woohoos ~ haha !
then went home & used com {:
talked on phone with millie & desmond <3
hahas , kup phone ler , msg-ing millie still xD
then went to lala-land {:

280808 ; Thursday ; today
morning , msg-ed millie stillllll xD
gave her a letter ^^ haha .
then told her abt my troubles loh <3
& during maths lesson , i cried abit ._.
thought of that SOMETHING jiu cannot tahan . somemore listen to emo songs ._.
then went to toilet with yuning {:
cassandra & li lian was there toos . x)
then we make songka toilet !! xDDDDD
sms-ed millie & meiqi , ask them to come up to the 4th level & play xD
haha , then they all come up x)
& we took pictures of the songka toilet xDDD
went down & get ready for home econs O.o
& blogging NOW x')
hahas , gna play audition later with millie <3333333

Dearest <3
thanks for all those encouraging & comforting yeas {:
i will try to quit ******* okays ._.
thanks for all those jokes you msg-ed me ya .
iloveyou okays !! ^^
`takecare wors , loveyou always .
dearest PBT ! <33333333